Was I really raped?
ok so when i was 7 i used to sleep on the floor in my brothers room to listen to a cd to go to sleep sometimes and i have two brothers rman ans alonzo well alonzo is the one i think raped me but Roman would sleep on the bottom bunk of the bed and Alonzo on the top he was about 13 at the time and well he came to sleep on the floor because"it was sooo hot!" acording to him and he would take my sleeping bag and unzip it because he soposedly though i was hot (a lie!) and he would take my pants off most of the way and put his finger in my vajj and it hurt like crap(he made me a little bloody) ganing his finger in and out so fast and my vajj felt like a desert! and i would start crying but i was to scared to tell anyone and when Alonzo and i were home alone he told me to take a nap laying on top of him and he told me to unzip and take off my pants and licked my butt and one time he put somthing really big in my butt and jamed it in and put but he told me we were secret best friends and it was our little secret.he made me so scared i never told any one but im not shore because i thought rape was when i man puts his penis in a girls vajj help me! oh and i told my dad and he didnt even beleave me!
Yes it does sound like rape at the very lease it is child molestations. I do not know how old you are now or how long ago this happen but if you were to tell your mother or maybe a teacher or any adult you trust they could take you to a doctor and they would be able to tell. The best thing for you to do is tell some one before something like this happens again.